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Plea from a Hopeful Seed

I am a seed, a kernel of something yet to come, bleached white, bone-dry after lying out here on the gritty sand all these long drought years. I'm lonely, too, cut off from my siblings who've been dispersed by the winds of war or who've fallen through the gigantic cracks in the parched earth. I'm harmless in spite of the pointy ends that, if one were to pick me up the wrong way could prick a person, perhaps even draw a tiny drop of blood. I pray for a carrier, a courier, to ignore my prickly parts, to see the potential in me, to carry me to a new place. I fear I cannot survive being dropped again, abandoned and alone for more months, years. Are you that person? If you carry me gently me, cup me carefully in the palm of your hand, if you can see beyond my withered, wrinkled skin, my nondescript color, if you notice my rounded sides and soft middle, have the insight to imagine me plumped up, if you have the insight to help me grow into my destiny, if you handle me kindly, lovingly, plant me in fertile soil, where sunshine abounds, give me water, nutrients, I will live up to your investment in me. I will put down long roots, grow strong shoots that push up through the darkness into the light, form a bud, then burst into blossom, delight your senses with color and fragrance and velvety touch and, over time, I will grow tall and substantial with boughs that can shade and cradle you, fruit that can nourish you. This I can promise you.

-Diane English
Saturday workshop, Spring 07